Mahar Cinta Allah

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Alhamdulillahirabbil'alamin.

Segala Puji hanya bagi Allah Tuhan sekalian alam.

I had to admit that I was shaken for quite some time.
It was hard. Not easy at all.
I did found myself keep falling at the same place.
I tried my best to get up and ended up fall again.

Back then, about two years ago.
HE started my first love story with Him.
The Source of Love, The Most Loving and Compassionate.
The Forebearing, The One who turns to you,
He hears and knows all thing.

Allahuakbar.

You name it. He is Everything.
You can never ever deny any of His Rahmah.

Ar Rahman.
He gives and provides for everyone and everything.
No matter if we disobey him,
if they are kufur or kafir,
even if we are sinful,
He is Ar Rahman.
We still can eat, sleep, drink, breathe...
Because Allah is Ar Rahman.

Inclusively Merciful.

Ar Rahim.
Now this is the special.
It is special because Only Muslims will be qualify for it.
He is Ar Rahim.
When He protects us from hell fire and He prepares Jannah for us.
One of my favorite hadith Qudsi:

"Tidaklah hambaKu itu mendekatkan diri denganKu dengan ibadah wajib sehinggalah Aku sayang padanya dan jika hambaKu itu melakukan amalan sunnat, maka Aku bertambah sayang padanya.

Dan bila Aku sayang pada hambaKu itu, maka Aku lah mata yang dia lihat dgnnya, Aku lah telinga yang dia dengar dgnnya, Aku lah tangan yang dia bergerak dgnnya dan Aku lah kaki yang dia berjalan dgnnya. 

Jika dia memohon pertolongan padaKu, Aku akan memberikannya dan jika dia berdoa padaKu, maka Aku akan memperkenankan untuknya." 

T_T

Now, Allah is Ar Rahim.

He is Exclusively Merciful.

"But wait hajar! What if I have done so many wrong things? I am not qualify for His Rahmah." (crying)

At Tawwab.
Allah is the One who turns towards you.
If you know you have done so many wrong thing,
go back and repent.
With your very first step, He has come even closer than you can ever imagine.
If you turn towards Him, He will definitely turns towards you.
No one can stop you from being forgiven by Allah.
I said this, because I've been there.

T_T

Astaghfirullahalazim.

"But..hmm..what if I still committing the sins? Would Allah still forgive me?"

Ghaffar.
Allah says He is Ghaffar.
He will cover you.
He will keep on forgiving you as long as you are seeking for His forgiveness.
The moment you despair from His Mercy,
that's the moment you will lose.
Whatever is being kept as a privacy between you and Him,
Do not make it public. Especially our sins.
Allah doesn't like you to expose what is being hidden by Him.
No matter how many times we fall,
we need to come back to Him.

"Beritahu kpd hamba-hambaKu yang telah melampui batas terhadap diri mereka sendiri, jangan berputus asa daripada rahmat Allah, sesungguhnya Allah mengampuni segala dosa. Dialah yang Maha Pengampun, Maha Penyayang." (Az Zumar:53)

What's our reason to deny Allah?

"but again Hajar, what if Allah just doesn't want me? What if He just doesn't like me?"

Al Wadud.
He is the Source of Love.
He loves us. He chose you and me to come here, so that we will go through this Dunya
as a test for us.
Then, He will decide whether we can be in Jannah or hellfire.
In order to qualify for His Jannah.
Do whatever you can Just to Please Him.
If Allah says No.
Do not do it. Stay away from it.
And when He says Yes and He likes it.
Do it as much as you can.
Be greedy about it.

We never know,
where is our ending.
We never know whether we can die in saying our syahadah.

All we need is His Mercy.
Because, our Solah, fast, Ibadah, zikr,
are not sufficient to guarantee us a place in His Jannah.
We are going there by His Mercy.

And to be qualify for it,
do whatever Allah asks us to do.

Umar r.a said: "What a loser you are to miss the mercy of Allah."

Because, He is so merciful that even Firaun may be forgiven by Him.
If Firaun were to seek for His forgiveness.

Allahuakbar.

I would love to remind you and myself.
No matter what happen in our lives,
it has been written by Him.
It is being taken care of by Allah.
He is holding our hearts,
He can give and He can take.

And to Him we should return.

Kuatkan hati untuk sabar.
Kuatkan diri untuk istiqamah.
Ya, ada masa kita akan jatuh.
Iman pergi entah ke mana.
Tapi, mohonlah pada Allah agar ditetapkan hati untuknya.

Dugaan dan ujian takkan lari daripada kita.
Makin berat ujian makin banyaklah kasih sayangNya.
Makin hebat iman, makin kencanglah ujian yang melanda.

Saya suka pujuk diri bila membaca kisah insan-insan yang dikasihi Allah.

Mariam r.a

Bila melahirkan anaknya, akhirnya kerana tak mampu menanggung segala hinaan dan kesakitan,
dia berkata: "Alangkah baik jika aku mati sebelum ini." (Maryam:23)

Allah tak marah.
Allah rakamkan keluhan Mariam r.a kerana Allah Maha Memahami.
"This is not easy. I know."

Bila Allah nak naikkan kedudukan seseorang hamba,
maka ujian hidup tidak boleh biasa2.
Lihat saja pada semua orang yang dikasihiNya.
Muhammad Saw, Ibrahim a.s, Ismail a.s,
Mariam, Hajar, Musa a.s,
hmm.. ramaiii~

T_T

"Bila Allah inginkan kebaikan untuk seseorang hambaNya, maka Allah akan mendatangkan ujian buatnya." (HR Bukhari)

Allahuakbar.

Semoga Allah kuatkan diri dan hati kita.
InshaAllah, kita akan berjaya harungi semua ini.
Masa tu nanti, kita akan ketawa bahagia. haha.
Sungguh. Saya tak tipu.

Allah yang bagitau.
"Adapun kumpulan orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh, maka mereka akan ditempatkan di taman syurga dalam keadaan bersuka ria." (ArRum: 15)

(tgh snyum la tu. hee. best kan.. haa.. sabar.)

Kejayaan syurga bukan untuk orang yang berusaha biasa2.
Jalan ini memang tak mudah.
Kena bayar dengan air mata iman dan taqwa,
penat lelah dunia untuk kerehatan di sana.
InshaAllah.

We can do this!

Matlamat kita sama.
Cinta Allah. Dunia dan Akhirat.

So, if Allah is our goal, there is no reason for us to quit.

Right?

:)

Alhamdulillah.

ade org bg. tq.. :)

Leaving the Sunnah

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

"The reason Islam was very successful back then was because they really love the Quran and Sunnah." 

Kita?

Ramai melontarkan luahan pendapat masing-masing kenapa Islam begini..begitu... tapi, kita tak sedar.. Punca or the Root cause come from us -

We Are Leaving the Sunnah!

:(

"We know who Allah is, but we did not follow.
We know who Rasulullah Saw is, but we forget."

Rasulullah Saw once said: "If you claim to love Allah, follow me (Muhammad saw)".

Sabda Baginda lagi: "Semua umatku akan masuk ke syurga melainkan sesiapa yang tidak mengkehendakinya. Para sahabat bertanya: "ya Rasulullah, siapa lah yang tidak mahukan syurga?"

Sesiapa yang taat padaku, dia akan masuk ke syurga.
Sesiapa yang ingkar dan tidak mengikutiku, dia telah menolak untuk ke syurga."

em.

Yes, I know my friends...
Loving Rasulullah Saw is not something easy.
We don't have him with us anymore.

But, we can know about him from the hadith,
Sunnah, the Quran..

I have two stories (hadith) which can me cry.
About him, Saw.

One.
It is a famous story about him in Ta'if.
Subhanallah.
People of Ta'if is standing along his way to throw stones at him.
yes. Stones.

We are not talking about one person or one stone.
We are talking about the People. Many of them.
When he was tired in Mekah, he decided to go there.

"Mungkin orang Ta'if nak kot terima Islam."

Dan Rasulullah pegi dan tidak satu rumah pun yang tidak diketuk.
Shingga berlaku kejadian itu.
Darah turun mengalir shingga ke tumit Baginda Saw.
;(

Jibrail a.s came.
"One word ya Rasulullah. Just One word and I will turn the whole Ta'if in a blink of an eye."
"No! Wait... Wait. These people... they just don't know.. give me more time."
T_T

Lalu Baginda Saw berdoa kepada Allah: "ya Allah, selagi mana Engkau tidak murka kepadaku, aku tidak peduli." 

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Don't ask me, why my love for him is growing.

Second. This story makes me smile.
And... subhanalllah.

Jabar r.a. ada seekor kuda. A white horse.
Very beautiful.
He was growing with the horse since he was young.
He loved the horse so much.
He played, took care of it.

One day, Rasulullah Saw came.
"I want to buy your horse. Sell it to me with a price."
"ya Rasulullah, errr... please take anything..but..err... errr.. try. come on... ask me anything but this one... err.."

He loved it so much.

Well.. kita pun pernah mcm tu kot.
"ala..boleh2..ambik la apa pun.. but yg ni..erm..mcm ..err.."
haha.

Subhanallah.

At last he agreed.
But with one condition.

"I want to spend One more day with him."
"Okay..."

That day... he took his horse.
He was riding with smile..and cherish his very last moment with the horse.
Then, he went to meet Rasulullah Saw.
As promised.

"Here... this is for you."

Rasulullah Saw gave him the money.
And Jabar r.a left.

Suddenly, Rasulullah Saw called him: "hey..hey..come back..come back.."

"why ya Rasulullah?"
"Here. This is a gift for you."

He returned the white horse to Jabar.

Allahuakbar.

Rasulullah Saw wanted to give him both.
Because, no matter how much the Sahabah love their properties, their own selves, they will surely love Rasulullah Saw more.

And as usual,
He is the best friend ever.
The best parents to his children,
the best leader to his people,
the best husband to his wives.

T_T

Like he said in a hadith: "The best of men is the one with the best character. And the best among them is the one, best to his lady - after he married her." 

Subhanallah.

If you ever love someone, 
do not go chasing her. 
Find Allah, and you will guarantee to find her. 
-Kamal Saleh- 

He will never return someone with a gift better or bigger than the one they gave him.
He is so self less that he will make other people's problem
become his own problems.

He loved kids so much.
That they will feel happy with him.
A small girl came and complained something to him.

"What is it?"
"Here..come..walk with me."

She took his hand and they walked in the city.
He S.aw. was not ashamed when his people looked at him.
Being 'dragged' by that young girl.

And also, even one day.
He was giving his Khutbah, standing at his mimbar.
And Rasulullah Saw saw Hasan and Hussin was running and playing outside.
With a very big clothes.
Baju tu meleret-leret.

He stopped. And he went to them.
He took them in his arm and he continued his khutbah.

"I'm sorry. I cannot resist myself looking at them."

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Allahuakbar.

Now, please don't ask
why we, Muslims love Rasulullah Saw more than ourselves.
Why he always become the most 'handsome' man in our heart.

Because he is the greatest man that ever walk in this earth.

I have missions.
I want to learn as many Sunnah as possible.
I want to practice and hopefully...
Rasulullah Saw will notice and recognize me in the judgment day.

And he will call me to come to his Khautsar...
to drink. And will never again feel thirsty.

He will invite me to sit and talk with him.
And surely, my deepest wish...
that Allah will be happy with me.

He will allow me to see His noble face.
amen.

Jom!

The Sunnah the Better. :p

Firman Allah SWT yg bermaksud: "Dan barangsiapa yang mentaati Allah dan Rasul (Muhammad), maka mereka itu akan bersama-sama dgn orang yg diberikan nikmat oleh Allah (iaitu) para nabi, para pecinta kebenaran, orang-orang yang mati syahid dan orang-orang yg soleh. Mereka itulah teman yang sebaik-baiknya. 

Yg demikian itu adalah kurnia dari Allah, dan cukuplah Allah yang Maha Mengetahui." 

(An Nisa': 69 & 70)